‘Distance I’, the first of a two-part series, is comparing physical distance with emotional distance.
Have you ever ridden your bike and seen a car, bus or tram pass you by and you started going as fast as you could trying to catch up to it, even though it does not help you at all? ‘Chasing’ is about all that. About always following what you think you want like a sheep instead of realizing what’s in front of you.
When you’re weak, you can only get stronger. The poem ‘Strong’ is about thoughts wandering off back and forth thinking if one should get in touch with an old flame. Would doing so be something both of you actually want or is it just a confidence boost? Will you regret it?
‘Weak’ is about being stuck, not having moved on, and feeling weak because of it. You’re drawn to contact your old flame, but as soon as you do, the split second after you press send, you’re filled with regret. This ping-pong goes back and forth a few times until enough time has passed and you become strong.
This is the last part of a three-part poem series called ‘Change’. It’s post-breakup where you’re thinking back and no longer worrying if you made the right choice. You’re finally fine and have accepted that the two of you weren’t a match. It’s time for change.
This poem is about being in the spotlight and feeling pressure. You start to wonder if you’re doing it for yourself or for everyone else.
‘Expiration date’ is about realizing that everything has an end no matter how much we fight for it. That realization can make you see that some things are not worth the fight if the return on investment is low.
‘If we all’ is a poem written on a snowy day in Amsterdam. Going out in the snow and enjoying the cold can bring so much joy even though we strive for heat. It’s important to appreciate the little things!
The second part of a three-part story of change. ‘Change II’ is about having broken up and doubting whether it’s the right decision. Trying to convince yourself that it is and that you should never go back to what didn’t work. However, this idea is not entirely without doubt.